Saturday, July 11, 2009
i love you
this blog is getting more n more stagnant
no updates, no nothing.
maybe i should just shut it down?
or what?
hmmm....
ive been missing dear for the longest time
and he's going off to India in 2 wks time...
gosh..
i wonder how would i survive wkends without him?
how i would survive the wks w/o hearing his assuring voice
this mth gonna be a freaking stressful one for me
i have to clear all things
and at the same time handover everything
the inventory to my colleague.
and prepare myself for the new post
at the same time
prepare myself to be working tru 3 mths of NIE
tell me tell me..
how to cope with sch reopens..
and everything..
i nd him you know.
ii nd his assurance that everything will go well
i nd to hear his voice during lunch breaks.
i nd to know tt he's always near me
though i could do those web camera thingie with him
but its just not the same
oh darling
i love you. =)
this love starts off rather funnily..
let it only be known between the 2 of us
but im glad i took the 1st step towards my happiness
plans slowly working out
and im glad i chose you to share the rest of my life with
you are loved.
i cnt wait
so many things to achieve b4 getting married.
i know i can do it.
cause i have faith in it
cant wait for my beautiful future with u
soon. and to eternity. =)
due_cuori's rant on 2:27 AM
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
finally, an update.
It had been a long while since any of us have updated this blog. So many things had happened during the hiatus.
The main purpose for the existence of this blog previously was for the two of us to share our daily happenings through here as our work timing clashes BADLY and each weekday we could only afford a ‘HI’ ‘Have you eaten?’ ‘Gotta get back to work now’ ‘Bye’. Time is bad. We have had some hard times, shared tears and laughter. Weekends are the only days that we could ever have time for one another. Thus, it makes our Saturdays and Sundays precious.
I had been more into spending time with my beloved family. They had been my only happiness each day. When I’m low and I can’t talk to him, they are the only sense of comfort I get. I loved them more every day, every second. They are the most precious things to me.
I’ve heard some talks behind me. They came from some very close friends of mine not long ago. I guess it will take you some time to know someone’s true color. I know that I’m not a saint myself. BUT I respect people’s personal life. Truthfully, I’m hurt with their words. But when I think rationally, I realize that I’m better than that. I don’t stoop low to their standard and I have my goals in life.
I do get unlucky in my work life. You people might get lucky in life, but that’s not something that you should brag about.
Rezeki tuhan ada di mana-mana. Antara cepat ataupun lambat, itu haknya menghulurkan rezeki ke kita. Janganlah sesekali bercakap besar dan merendah-rendahkan maruah orang kerana itu adalah salah satu perbuatan yang tidak diredhaiNYA.
Sometimes I wonder why people react this way. Is it because they think highly of themselves? Or is it because they are jealous? Or is it because they don’t have a life, so they have to busy themselves with our lives? Then, what is the use of FRIENDSHIP?
I leave everything to HIM. Always, asking him for patience in facing all the ordeals in life. Asking HIM to guide me, along the lighted road, closer to HIM. Insya’Allah. Amin.
due_cuori's rant on 8:40 PM
Thursday, January 29, 2009
i promise.
will i always be there for you
when you need someone
will i be that one
you will need
i do all my best to, to protect you
when the tears get near your eyes
will i be the one that's by your side
will i be there when you call me
in the middle of the night
will i keep the rain falling down into your life
i promise i promise i promise i promise i will
will i take tender care of you
take your darkest night and make it bright for you
will i be there to make you strong
and to lean on
when this world has turned so cold
will i be the one that's there to hold
and i love you more every day
and nothing will take that love away
when you need someone
i promise i'll be here for you
here for you..
due_cuori's rant on 1:23 AM
Thursday, January 15, 2009
tears on the pillow
it is just something inside of me
i dunno what it is
it just keeps on burning
and at times I hate myself so much.
so now,
tell me what can I do
to make these sufferings end.
i think i need time for myself.
badly.
yes.badly.
before i turn deadly.
can i be tt?
i guess i could.
*sighz*
dear Allah swt..
tell me what should i do. =(
due_cuori's rant on 10:26 PM
Monday, January 5, 2009
my dreams for 2009
so i guess
its time for me
to write down my resolutions.
not all of them
cause it will be too much
to even fill in this page. lol.
2008 came and passed by so fast
but surely, left a lovely memory behind.
whether its good or bad.
lost of friends.. gaining new ones.
im still blessed at the way
that things have come to..
=)
and the most memorable thing in 2008 is ...
definitely the engagement day. =)
i will rmmbr till forever n ever can? =P
k, lets go to my resolution part... =P
1. be a better daughter / sister /fiancee..
(need to better control my emotions. =P im bad in this i tell u.. lol. )
2. work hard at work. show my fullest capabilities.
3. study hard.. never to give up. learn from mistakes..
(im going to get the green sticker this time round!)
4. braces!!! i want them pls. haiz..
5. start saving up for my BIG day, hopefully.
6. go for holidays.. if i can afford to..
(what's with the crazily expensive school fees. =()
7. do things that I can't do when Im married? lol ..
(tul tk syg?? hehe.)
8. start dancing?? i really want to. (insya'Allah)
9. love him (tunangan tersayang) irregardless how crazy he can drive me... =P
10. have time for myself. i need that. seriously.
11. spending precious time with the true friends.
12. stop myself from spending too much online. lol.
13. SLIM DOWN!! =P or at least be fit.
i guess tts enough for now.
till later2
muackz.... =)
due_cuori's rant on 10:10 PM
Saturday, January 3, 2009
2009 1st entry
i know i told love that i will write my resolutions on line.
and its been what 4 days after new yr.
and finally I have time to sit own and type them out. =P
3rd Jan just passed by.
it was the bro's bae
i know he was dissappointed for the whole day
no one really show cares abt his bdae.
me especially.
well, we have that sort of
love-hate relationship
cause he can really get on my nerve.
since honey's going to jb for dinner with frns
i asked abah if he want to go out an celebrate
izzat's bdae.
he said ok..
so we start planning.
we went out late...
say 845pm??
hahaha.
went to swensen Tm.
i tell u..
with those 4 lil babies tt i have
i think my family
by far was the most noisiest table.
hahaha....
we ordered and ate.
we got izzat the firehouse happy birthay. =P
he was controlling his smile.
habis kena kutuk ngn aku.
lol.
i thot of paying for the whole occasion.
but Abah being so nice, paid half for me. lol...
save kaching!! =P
went to the carpark after tt
and end up berpusing2 sih.
lol.
went home and put the lil babies to slp.
i tell u. they very the tired.
bcoz active gila nye bila bangun!!
baby came over late that night after his trip
playe crossword puzzle. chat here n there with izzat.
i tell u.
its nothing much..
but something i really treasure..
really reaallllyy do.
i miss him so much i tell u.
when im at work.
he will be asleep.
during my lunchtime
he would just woke up to go work.
then after lunch (my busy period)
he would be at work.
i went home.
he will be working.
when im going to slp
hes still at work.
when i think im halfway through my dreams...
he just finished work.
seriously i miss him so much.
tt bugger.
=P
think tts for now.
my resoultion.
next entry ok? with pictures of izzat's bdae!
i love you syg! =P
due_cuori's rant on 7:14 PM
Thursday, January 1, 2009
Year 2009 - Hopes & Dreams
Finally we have come to the end of 2008 & here we face a whole new year, a fresh whole 365 days of 2009.
2008 has seen quite a number of downs in the general economy in all but am glad that we have embraced it gracefully.
1) Stock Markets Spiralling Down
2) Lehmann Brothers Winding Up
3) Petrol Price hitting above USD 100 per barrel & now dropping below USD 40 per barrel
4) Melamine Tainted Products from China
5) Mas Selamat Escape from Prison
6) First F1 Night Race in Singapore (Moto Gp Track in Progress at Changi => hopefully completion by 2011 perhaps)
7) AIG bailout by USD Fed
8) Fed rate cut to an almost historic 0 - 0.25 %
9) And the list goes on...
Well all of this affects us in one way or another & we do feel the pinch.
But one thing to remember for me & my baby for sure is on the date we tied our engagement
21st Dec 08
Shy of a day of our anniversary that we got together, but all's well.
And alhamdunillah everything went smoothly on tat day.
Family relatives all over, lost & have not met for so long gather for this beautiful day, meet eye to eye & just to celebrate this occasion. =)
One objective over. 2 1/2 years more, to the final podium. =p
Date still not set yet but we do have a few in mind, to say the least.
New year eve, viewing of fireworks celebration by the marina bay as usual for the 3rd time running. Feeling as esthatic as ever.
Well oh well, come to the resolutions part, we all would want this & that, but as they say, saying is one thing, doing it is another.
List of Resolutions in Place for 2009 (Not exhaustive of course)
===============================================================
In Terms of Love Relationship
1) Be able to compromise more, give & take & all's fair
2) May Trip for my Loves
3) HDB application successful bidding
4) Supportive of her studies, pushing her to the best of her abilities
5) Be more listening to her. (And yes, i know i know i am a bit stubborn at times, but tats just me yah)
6) Try to make sure she will be able to get more sleep before start of next working day. =P
7) Go to places in singapore that we have been wanting to go & do for the past 2 years but not done so.
8) A random activity to be taken up (And i have just got the thing in mind)
9) Spending at least a day a week with her
10) & lastly, love her like she's the last person on earth that i would like to spend my time with. =)
In Terms of Personal Stuff (And dear, i bet you will go like orhh.. on some of the things, which are so typical of me. lol)
1) Save at least an additional 12K this year
2) Hopefully, be able to get a promotion level at work after 1 1/2 yr service
3) Successful completion of IAQ course within 9 mths
4) Thai Touring Trip (After waiting for 3years plus)
5) Be able to tour to as much parts of malaysia before settling down
6) Start of UniSim part time
7) Bring my Nek & Cik Ita on a Short Trip to Msia (Cameron Maybe) - Before Puasa
8) Iphone (May?)
9) Yoshimura or Scorpion After Market End Can
10) & list goes on which are somewhere spinning around in my mind
Enough said, i hope that 2009 will be a much better year for me, my fiancee, my family, friends, colleagues & everyone that i know.
One love.
due_cuori's rant on 11:10 AM
